Poems

fOUr sEAsOns

Winter She Was,
For She Was Frozen,
For She Was Cold,
For She Was Casual,
For She Was Sporadic,
For She Was Periodic,
For She Was Temporary,
Winter She Was, Twilight.

Spring He Was,
For He Was Rapid,
For He Was Elastic,
For He Was Bound,
For He Was Force,
For He Was Vital,
For He Was Direct,
Spring He Was, Grasp.

Summer He Was,
For He Was Happy,
For He Was Heat,
For He Was Cordial,
For He Was Tropic,
For He Was Sun,
For He Was Seasonal,

Summer He Was, Prime.
Autumn She Was,
For She Was Climax,
For She Was Success,
For She Was Mature,
For She Was Late,
For She Was Equinox,
For She Was Culminate,
Autumn She Was, Vigorous.

Archived date: May 16, 2007


sEcOnd grEAt

Kay sakit naman isipin na sa puso mo ako’y pangalawa.
Sa tuwing makikita na kachat mo siya pinipikit ang aking mata.
Sa mga gabing sya’y kausap mo halos hindi ako makahinga.
Kayakap ko ay bote ng Chivas at nagmumok sa lamesa.

Ano ang ating lagay o hindi mapalagay.
Ako’y nasasaktan pag sya’y kausap.
Sya ngayon, ako’y bukas sa makalawa’y sya nanaman.
Kung pwede nga lang gusto kong mapasaakin ka at nakawin sa kanya.

Sa puso ko’y nag iisa kahit na merong kasamang iba
kahit hindi na tama ang aking mga gingawa basta makasama lang kita
At kung sayo’y isang pangamba na ika’y kalimutan ko na
Ngayon palang sinasabi ko na ito’y hindi ko kaya.

Masakit mang isipin, ito’y reyalidad ng buhay natin.
Ako’y sa pangarap at sya’y sa pagmulat.
Nakikihati sa atensyon at pagmamahal.
Alam ko man nung una pa na ito ang kalalabasan nating.

Pinigil ang sarili ngunit ako’y tao rin lang naman.
Marunonog umibig, marunonog masaktan
Kahit pa alam kong ang lahat ng ginagawa ko’y hindi magbubunga
Pinili ko paring maging maligaya

Ang sitwasyong nating ito ngayon ay malapit na sa hanganan
Mahirap isuko, isang bagay na alam mo namang pinaghirapang
Na sa maikling panahon lamang
Habang buhay sa iyo’y mabibigay ngiti

Archived date: January 5, 2008


A Gangster’s Prayer

Heavenly father, please hear me tonight. I need so much guidance to live my life right. Sometimes the pressure is so hard to bear. I often wonder if anyone cares. How can I wake up and face the new day, knowing i must live my life this crazy way? Heavenly Father, forgive all my sins.

Give me strength to resist the wild life I desire. Help me escape temptation and the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead for me not to do wrong and they pray for me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we’ll be killed by someone in a fight.

Heavenly Father, please answer my prayers. Please let me know that you’re listening up there. When will it end? What’s it all for? To prove my homies I’m down; I’m Hardcore?” Sometimes I wonder how i will die… By a bullet wound or a knife in my side? Heavenly Father, please hear me tonight.

Show me the way, Lord; Show me the light. Give my heart peace so I won’t have to fight. Thank you for your forgiveness and for still being there. Most of all thank you for hearing my prayer.

Was going through my old stuff and saw this. I’m pretty sure i got it from somewhere.

Archived date: November 28, 2008